choices for my life

Well I must say good things about my new chiropractor. She is doing things with me that no one has ever done before. I appreciate her intense focus and commitment to her work. I expect to have a straight spine in a few months. I am already out of pain, and this is such a blessing. I have more empathy for those in chronic pain. I take so many things for granted when I am feeling alright.

My days are so filled by life. I always have two or three projects that I don't have time to get to, so I am learning to pace myself.

Well, I am writing again, but there seems to be little to say. In a way it seems that it has all been said in so many ways, often by more eloquent folks than myself. It used to be that I had four or five blog entries in my mind and when I found the time to sit down and type, stuff flowed out easily. Now this is not true. I suspect that part of it is that I have been working to clear the landscape of my life of all the lies and all those things that I didn't consciously choose for myself, and what is left is a lot of debris and a kind of dry parched land. I have begun planting some few things there, things I am clear about choosing for my life.

I choose to do new energy work. I choose loving kindness. I choose to have a strong, flexible straight spine. I choose to be aware of my sovereignty. I choose abundance.

As these choices take root, my life will take shape. My mind will follow as it is needed to think about stuff. My heart is already there.

Integration of Realms

Back problems again. I found a new chiropractor who did a thorough examination of me. She handled the X-ray machine like a finely tuned instrument, having me open my mouth for the biggest shot, full length. Long interview. She kept asking "Is there anything else about you that I neeed to know?" Then she showed me the X-rays where she had drawn lines to show where I was crooked. Crooked little old man, bent this way and that all the way up my spine. She told me she would meet me again and tell me whether she would be able to help me or not. I met with her again and she did some adjustments, using muscle testing and all kinds of things, and told me she would would be able to help me. After the adjustments I definitely felt better, less pain, but she is determined to go for long term change, to get my spine to line up straight. I have lots of hope. I am seeing this three dimensional world lining up with the other more etheric realms working together. Yes, I have been doing some work in gettign in touch with the old issues that have gotten caught in my first chakra, at the base of my spine, but I am also needing a strong committment from a skilled person in this 3D realm. I feel my chiropractor's intense focus and determination. I can trust that.